Title: Time is just a matter of perception
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Notes: Dedicated to my
brideofthewind
because he asked me yesterday, almost joking, and I Did I immediately written. ♥ And no, I will miss the next few days, and this is a kind of gift to say hello and wish you a pleasant journey. ♥
2000 When you know the first thing you think is that Montolivo is a strange kid - just do not know yet whether in the sense positive or negative. What I know is that the guy who is all tease, but that does not seem offended by this, that despite all smiles and continues to train behind him even though everyone seems to have fun too, and you feel the urge to smash the nose all without having the right, because the , you just sixteen years and he is fifteen and improvise cavalier servant is not exactly the greatest aspiration of your life.
what your
where nobody can ever come between them. While the look and move the lock of hair behind her ear, laughing embarrassed, are you sure those eyes will be the only thing you can never forget.
2003 Richard's hands are trembling. You know even if you're not watching - or rather, you're watching your back to your little ahead, focusing on details of marginal importance as the band that tries to keep him her hair and the folds of the shirt a bit 'too loose around his shoulders. You know you are shaking because it's always been like that, remember that light touch and trembling slid under his shirt in an endless series of strokes and then stop button of jeans arrived at because the tremor was strong enough to not be able to be controlled, and memories her laughter and embarrassed the way you have removed his fingers as if to say
no rush, how much and how you want, I'll always be here waiting .
Take a step forward and take hands in a burst of courage, and feel that they cease to tremble and slowly smile, the same fear of that emotion, which is a bit 'one of the first game as a starter and then another, only yours. Even Richard smiles, and everything seems to disappear.
2004
Crush nose against his stomach as if to
him breathe, and feel Riccardo hold your breath in a way that almost makes you feel proud of yourself and you go, kisses the floor of his warm skin stomach and smile against his skin when he does run his fingers through your hair, unsure even of what he wants, and you just continue in your employment, kisses and gently brush the skin with his tongue only shudder to hear him again, stifling yet another moan against his own arm, which is good that more whether or not everyone has understood all, but still prefer to avoid forcing all to take note. "Giampaolo -" Richard sighed your name like a prayer, and you laugh and nod softly, getting up to kiss him and leaving him on the button of your jeans, and your fingers tremble again but this time unable to control them, and then you hear them travel up the arm and draw him once again for another kiss, which left both drown your fears.
2005 Florence you like. That is, you always liked, since you were so much higher and your parents brought you for the first time to see the old town and you'd initially only wanted to stay at home playing with your playstation and you spent the entire trip to complain of more or less anything. But then fall in love with Florence in a way that seemed wrong even as you were ten years yes and no.
The apartment that you and Richard have taken together - and is nearly a laugh, saying it out loud, because you seem so obvious and blatant that seems impossible that no one understood - you like. A little 'because it is yours, you have chosen in a July day so hot that you seemed to dissolve without the possibility of having to escape and sign a contract without even looking at what you were signing, and this would be enough to make the most beautiful house in the world , and a little 'because it has a balcony from which, on days when your neighbor does not put in washing an entire regiment, you can see the Duomo.
"Sometimes I think you love me more of Florence." Laughs Richard, take my hand, and you shake your head, even though inside you
perhaps you also agree with what you said.
2006
Richard hugs you from behind, betrayal, during a boring workout with coach Prandelli who keep repeating that you have to put a little 'over your head if you want to do something and all you can do, once appealed to all the dignity you have, is loosed no escape, complete with a verse quite ridiculous. And he laughs plan against your ear and you greenhouse strongest arms around his waist and leans her head against your shoulder and, seriously, with all good will, what can the world want from you right now you do not know explain that you feel your head is very light and you just want to finish that training to be able to drag in the first closet and finally put their hands on. 'Pazzini, five laps of the field, "the voice of Prandelli collects you from your cloud and makes you fall head into reality, bringing you to wonder why
only you have to run as it was obvious that Richard has come to annoy you. "So let's see if you can stay focused." When you walk next to Richard's tongue out and when you hear his laughter follow you as you continue to run, you're pretty sure that the laps of the field have already become seven.
2007
Richard is drunk, when I bring her home and holding it against his shoulder while trying to open the door without possibly let him go, since it does not seem quite unable to stand up alone. "Giampaolo - 'moans, when finally you can get the lock, and both tumbled into the house and you find yourself on the floor in a confused tangle. "I'm of shit. "" Great discovery. "hum, managing to extricate himself just enough to throw a football at the door and close it, while Richard is lying on his back and looks at you. "You're drunk."
"Hmm, I know." He sighed, and put her hands to her temples. "I did not think so, though." "You're delusional, you go to bed. Retorted, just upset because you had the idea of the finale of the evening was completely different, after a crazed look Richard in that space without being able to stretch the hands on him like you wanted to do. Try to get up but he holds you and kisses you when, despite the taste on his lips, Richard is always the same. "It is not necessary." Murmured against your lips, and although you have no idea what he's saying, you do not feel right to contradict him.
2008
you like Richard a lot when you held against him, you love to feel his thin arms around you and you keep your back pressed against his chest - his heart - because those moments are where you feel truly one with him, those moments when you do not care of the whole world. "I thought," Richard whispers, running his fingers through his hair in a gentle caress. 'Would not be nice to stay here in Florence for ever? I mean - "take a moment to reflect how to express the idea is bouncing in my head for some time, but only now found the courage to confess. "Not just playing, just
Richard not watching you when you are in the tunnel before your first match with a tee different, and yet you continue to stare, as if he were suddenly looking even forgive you. Despite the astonished gaze of your teammates and the decidedly puzzled Gilardino, which team do you drive, and a bit 'suspicious, get out of your next row and arrivals, extending a hand to touch his shirt. "Richard -" call him, lowering his voice, he looks at you and snorts but a kind of assent, as if to say that you are listening. "Look, I'm sorry, but you can. Mean. We at least pretend that everything is ok for this game? It hurts - »
that bullshit.
"I'm here." whispers the floor, hearing the cry harder against your shoulder and you feel that baby again this time held in Bergamo in the arms of a man twenty-five, and rightly so, stroked his hair again and this time the twenty-six years your and he has only fifteen and she is crying because the dressing room-mates tease him. "I'm here." You say again, softly, and you're just you, ageless and limitless, and you were always there, and you've never gone.
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